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Zombie Skull Fuck

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 23, 2008, 3:53 AM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Children Of Bodom
  • Drinking: Whisky and Coke
Good Evening

As usual its the same case of Update, Say hello, Leave for a while. Usual case unfortunatly, just been run off my feet with the new year of my Graphic Design course, still trying to work out the kinks as it is! Haven't been feeling too creative lately either.

To be perfectly honest I haven't been feeling the greatest lately, in any aspect really. Call it fate or whatever, but over the past couple of years, the period of time between the begining of Feburary untill around end of May seems to be when the fucking Powers That Be like to fuck me around!

My Bartending job hasnt been giving me much work lately, all becuase one of my temporary classes clashed for a few weeks. Others at my work who are in the same position have been treated well, as they have been sympathised with and given plenty of work at the more convenient times... but as usual, me being the honest and polite one, is getting walked all over. No work means half the time I'm bearly able to afford to get to my Course.

Currently Im being made a laughing stock by my course teachers, being incredibly insulting towards my efforts on assignments. I have had works refused to be marked, and some others used as the trademark 'Bad Example'. Iev had to bite my tounge on multiple occasions of public humiliation, and to be perfectly honest it's making me doubt I should be doing the course.

There's a couple of other things I would include in here, but they're a bit personal. My health's been pretty bad of late too, seems I have a Chest Infection which is taking a long time to shake off... Its very uncomfortable to feel a heavy wieght on your chest that wakes you up in your sleep becuase you have trouble breathing! I dont even smoke! lol

Im just trying to hold my head up and not let it phase me, hoping that it will all be over soon.

One thing I am looking forward to is seeing Children Of Bodom towards the end of June. 2 months away from today, but I'm still as excited!

Anyways, I hope everyone is taking care of themselves, I'd love to know how you have all been. I'll try and squeeze in a few artworks soon.

Also, Id like to thank =nadineada for featuring me in her last journal :)

Matthew

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  • Current Age: 20WENTY
  • Current Residence: Central Coast, Australia
  • Interests: Cars, Gaming, Music, Bass Guitar, Gothic Culture, Weaponry, Art/Photography
  • Favourite movie: 300, Transformers, The Number 23, Zeitgiest
  • Favourite band or musician: Lamb Of God, Children Of Bodom, Arch Enemy, Decapitated, Apocalyptica, and many more...
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Classical, Jazz
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry! (gothic and brutal: perfect!)
  • Tools of the Trade: Adobe Photoshop CS2, KODAK Z750 5MP Digital Camera, Inspiration and Imagination.

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`Xerces:iconXerces: May 6, 2008, 1:34:29 PM
thanks for the fav :-)

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~just-an0ther-d0t:iconjust-an0ther-d0t: Apr 8, 2008, 12:00:28 PM
*hides* you no like me anymore..
me too hon, swamped with college..
how about you?
~SPARDA87:iconSPARDA87: Apr 8, 2008, 11:48:58 AM
sarah i dont ever, EVER, want to hear you say that! :smooch:

how have you been anyway? iev missed you

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~just-an0ther-d0t:iconjust-an0ther-d0t: Apr 8, 2008, 9:46:48 AM
maaaat:hug:
hon you're work is amazing..
ur too good to be my friend now:(
~andrewkhlim:iconandrewkhlim: Mar 30, 2008, 4:33:58 AM
i'll spard you, nah, thanx man
~Wintermoon-Stock:iconWintermoon-Stock: Mar 21, 2008, 6:33:49 AM
Thanks a lot for the :+fav: :hug: :blackrose:

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`Xerces:iconXerces: Mar 18, 2008, 9:41:22 AM
thanks for the fav!

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~BrendaMoon:iconBrendaMoon: Mar 9, 2008, 8:48:00 PM Mood: Joy
Thanx to you, I love crows, and your pics are awesome

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~CarbonDesigns3:iconCarbonDesigns3: Mar 7, 2008, 7:53:51 AM
no problems bro

<3 my aussie muscle cars, especially Toranas =)

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~Waratahra:iconWaratahra: Mar 7, 2008, 6:36:47 AM
Oh hai

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*lullacrie:iconlullacrie: Feb 18, 2008, 12:42:41 PM
love love gore love


:heart:

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*Twitchy-Potfiller:iconTwitchy-Potfiller: Feb 18, 2008, 12:53:38 AM
great gallery!!! creepy but cool!!

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*DevMeetSyd:iconDevMeetSyd: Feb 5, 2008, 3:45:08 AM Mood: Joy
Hey thanks for adding *DevMeetSyd. Any help you can give us in getting the word out about the club is greatly appreciated.

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~precocious-motions:iconprecocious-motions: Jan 7, 2008, 1:35:13 AM
and another noteee! haha sorry, I've been gone for way too long...but things are well here, thank you :) very much caught up in school and work, both of which i absolutely loathe lol but what can ya do. so i feel your pain my dear..but i wish the best for you and will keep you in my thoughts!
~precocious-motions:iconprecocious-motions: Jan 7, 2008, 1:31:54 AM
:hug: thank you! ahh I've missed you, and I am glad you remember me..I've been MIA for a long time lol hope your holidays went well :)
=NoirAngel:iconNoirAngel: Dec 24, 2007, 11:55:21 AM
Merry x-mas and Happy new year

- Noir


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=morpheu5:iconmorpheu5: Dec 21, 2007, 2:38:14 PM
Hey, thanks for coming...

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~princessginni:iconprincessginni: Dec 18, 2007, 3:33:21 PM
hahaha omg u no wat? i sent postcards like almost 4 weeks ago and NOBODY has got them yet. i swear the ppl in bali must hve like licked off the stamps to resell them omg!!

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~SPARDA87:iconSPARDA87: Dec 18, 2007, 2:09:29 AM
Welcome back Ginni, glad to hear you had a great time OS. hope you bought me something! :P hehe

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~princessginni:iconprincessginni: Dec 17, 2007, 2:40:32 AM
hullo IM BAAAACK HAHAHA
haha how ruuu r u ready for chrissy?? Bali was totally awesome. soooo goin back there again!! shopping omg the shopping... theres no words to describe it... :D

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*lullacrie:iconlullacrie: Dec 3, 2007, 2:11:51 PM
you need to add something to your wishlist ;P so I can get you something for your birthday.

P.S Lulla in Sydney on Feb 8th,9th :D

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Streching faces, melting clocks
Stomach knots, the spine it locks
Strangled by this fraying wire twisted sideways drifting higher
Round and round and around again
And to this night there is no end
~SPARDA87:iconSPARDA87: Nov 6, 2007, 2:15:58 AM
well hello there lovely lady! havent heard from you in ages Brit, what;s been new with you?

Iev just been busy with my course, and workin heaps on the side, barely had time for much else really.

hit me back :hug:

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~precocious-motions:iconprecocious-motions: Nov 5, 2007, 9:42:20 PM
Hell old friend :) how has life been treating you?
~princessginni:iconprincessginni: Nov 3, 2007, 7:41:03 PM
okay thanks! i will do, at work atm so dont have the file but will as soon as i can. i wnat it like ur picture so that everyone sees it.
i think
anyways see u tomoro!!

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~SPARDA87:iconSPARDA87: Nov 2, 2007, 9:18:01 PM
ok sure. just e-mail me the picture (my e-mail address is above). are you asking for the little avatar in the corner, or your page ID picture?

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