Good Evening

As usual its the same case of Update, Say hello, Leave for a while. Usual case unfortunatly, just been run off my feet with the new year of my Graphic Design course, still trying to work out the kinks as it is! Haven't been feeling too creative lately either.

To be perfectly honest I haven't been feeling the greatest lately, in any aspect really. Call it fate or whatever, but over the past couple of years, the period of time between the begining of Feburary untill around end of May seems to be when the fucking Powers That Be like to fuck me around!

My Bartending job hasnt been giving me much work lately, all becuase one of my temporary classes clashed for a few weeks. Others at my work who are in the same position have been treated well, as they have been sympathised with and given plenty of work at the more convenient times... but as usual, me being the honest and polite one, is getting walked all over. No work means half the time I'm bearly able to afford to get to my Course.

Currently Im being made a laughing stock by my course teachers, being incredibly insulting towards my efforts on assignments. I have had works refused to be marked, and some others used as the trademark 'Bad Example'. Iev had to bite my tounge on multiple occasions of public humiliation, and to be perfectly honest it's making me doubt I should be doing the course.

There's a couple of other things I would include in here, but they're a bit personal. My health's been pretty bad of late too, seems I have a Chest Infection which is taking a long time to shake off... Its very uncomfortable to feel a heavy wieght on your chest that wakes you up in your sleep becuase you have trouble breathing! I dont even smoke! lol

Im just trying to hold my head up and not let it phase me, hoping that it will all be over soon.

One thing I am looking forward to is seeing Children Of Bodom towards the end of June. 2 months away from today, but I'm still as excited!

Anyways, I hope everyone is taking care of themselves, I'd love to know how you have all been. I'll try and squeeze in a few artworks soon.

Also, Id like to thank =nadineada for featuring me in her last journal

Matthew