...Yes everyone, I am still alive!

Firstly, as per usual, I would like to saya big sorry to everyone who I watch, and to those who watch me, for my absence with comments and submittions. Fact is I have been seriously f*cking flat out lately, and it doesnt look like easing up anytime soon. Time is litteraly broken up into 4 parts:

Graphic Design Classes
Work to get money
Assignments to complete course
Sleep to continue doing all 3

It frustrates me no end that I am too busy to do my own personal projects, let alone socialize with friends. Even the simple thing of havin a few drinks on a Saturday night I cant do...I have not had a weekend free enough to do anything for nearly 4 months now. Its starting to get disheartening when I cant see friends, spend a night relaxing, or even have time in the weekend to get assignments for my course done! Doesnt nearly help at work that the Supervisors and half the f*cking staff and a bunch of c*nts anyway! Coping with sleep deprivation has been taking it's toll on me too, the amount of times my body has quite litterally 'shut down' on me during a lesson or at home has been really concerning. One of my dear friends just quit the course for the same reason, and I'll admit at times it's played on my mind to do the same.

One thing I am looking forward to is the sick f*cking concerts I have lined up for October/November:

October 6:Marilyn Manson
November 1:Machine Head, Arch Enemy and Trivium
November 15:Megadeth, Devildriver, Lacuna Coil and Static-X
Going to simply destroy all!

Anyways I hope all is well with everyone, I'll try to make more of an effort of being around here. Illget my artistic 'mojo' to myself again soon to get some artworks up soon.

Matthew

EDIT 30/08/07: Just found out today that my mum has to go into surgery in a few weeks. Apparently she has a large growth that's developed inside her abdomen, about 8cm in diamiter. Doctors arn't sure what to make of it, but if all goes well she'll be going under the knife and then bed-ridden for about 2 months afterwards. Kinda worried...